Blind folds

These blind folds we where
Walking in a desert; forever lost
The shroud is moved out of the blare
You look for the truth; whatever the cost

You see what there purely are and become blind
Gasping for breath you fall
The clues everywhere; seeing only a sign
In a maze of a million lies and a thousand truthful calls

Seeping into a dark place
"You can see"
Wondering if it will displace
You hide at the sadistic glee

The truth is always an unknown
When you find it; you wish you hadn't

Nevermore

Nevermore will I have to live in hell
The chaos I lived through
The echoing scream; That bell
My nightmarish hell was also so true

The smell of onions filled the room
The deafening screech of a thousand dead
No longer does the shadow loom
For very long I hoped; falling into down full of lead

I am free; shackles taken away
My collar removed; my chains rip
Living for that never ending day
Relishing in my memories; If only I could of continued to sip

My past a deathly echo; The chase led on
My future a blast of breaking dawn.

Death is sunshine and rainbows

The strand of a small seed travels on

The sickly corpses walk toward

Time passes, till a dawn

Some sick one bored

The parasites travel through there plane

Driving those insane

The fluids fly high

Those people die

People die every day

Even in the sunny days of may

Warmth

I felt your warmth
If i would of died i would of died happy
I wanted to follow you
I felt like a nerd
I wanted to tackle you to the ground
I wanted to scream out my heart

Flutter

I am calm.
I feel flutters with in my stomach.
I go off the handle.
I see you and my heart beats so loudly i think you hear it.
I squirm and jump around like a fool.
I beat myself up later.
I freak out some more.
I hate this feeling i want to rip out my heart.
I feel like i am going to have a heart attack.
You barley move and i act like a monkey.
You are a beauty of unmeasurable proportions.
I turn into a train wreck after math.
I turn into a solid source of energy.
I have no chance.
I am a fool

Hurtbeat

This pain wont go away.
My heart beats to the rhythm of pain.
I sleep forever to avoid it.
I walk slowing to the door
Every beat is needle in my chest
The blinding light of the sun engulfs me
I spin around and Collapse
Helpless I lay on the ground

The black winged angel

I see that black winged angel
Her eyes endless spheres of beauty
The feathers float as I fall

Her hair lightly colored with tints of dandy
The smile makes my head explode into candy

She is that blacked wing angel; staring back at me
Am I that freak who dreams of following her to the ends of the sea

Dead dreams of the summer's past.

Light and fast
Young and pretty
Not something that will last
Something so petty

Majestic death
Wings broken
Almost on meth
Blood tooken

Never to fly again
Dead dreams of the summer's past.

Doomed

Fright about i scream
I grow deaf to my heart
The continuing of the stream
Destroying everything smart

I die
Endlessly bound to the mirror
I cry
I lose all fear

Heart torn out
Blood splattered gut
Dragging on about
Killing all the smut
I face the wound
I am doomed

Maze

I stand alone in a Maze
I stretch and breath in a daze.
We are shells of our selves.
Dead and walking to the tune of pointlessness.
I am the logical beast called man.
I am what it means to live and not care.

The robot with the television head stares.
The spinning vortex of dead dreams.
My mind is lost to the repetitive tasks of these things.
That feeling of what it seems to die.
These pointless things do not matter.

Lovely

With your hair so fair

Your eyes saying no lies

Only you can doubt your ears; living like mirriors

Your lips; taking gentle sips

Like your voice; always moist

You make me smile

I was down

into the ground

In a frown

Killing a clown

I stood their

I thought you didn't care

I think we can never be a pair

you made me smile

I laughed and thought

I no longer want to break that ceiling tile

I jumped with joy

as if i was a little boy

I am your toy

won't you please stay a while?

because you always seem to make me smile!

Kill me

Just let me die

I'll jump.. Yes I well

Just let me fry

Nothing I need to dwell

Please kill me

Can you see?

It hurt's to much to bare....

Forgetting my internal rage

Why do you continue to play that game

don't you known it's driven me insane

When I think; it's you who cloud's my mind

Making me truly blind

Knowing you are to kind

Still thinking of you I daze

Forgetting my internal rage

When I am an adult..

You attack for no reason.

I chained for no treason.

I have all ways hated you.

Only if you knew.

How many nights I stood over your bed with that knife.

How many times I could of ended your life.

Taking my father's place you did not.

Not something that can be taught.

When I am an Adult.

I AM OUT!!

Twisted

I am twisting
and turning
with no stopping
I think of her
I stop
I drop
I smile
I run a mile
I slop
Would I stop eating?
Would my heart stop beating?
If I told her
Would she let me hold her?

My heart is yours.

My heart is yours so take it.
Don't share it with anyone else.
It's what you make of it.
I see i scream inside my heart.
Just the thought of you makes me giddy.
You are what i wake up for.
I love you to death and no one can take that from me.
I would take a million bullets to see you.
No one else can do that to me.
Make me crazy; like psychotic cancer boy
Wanting to hold you tight and end your strife.
You complete me

I am your god in eye of your simple minded masses

What if baby has to die
If I killed your god would it matter?
Then does your god cry?
That gooey delicious splatter

Like an egg falling down
If I wanted to end the world; would you stop me?
On to the ground
Blasted with gunshot wounds;I wish you could see.

The death of many worlds; I am
To my screaming damnation; I carry on
I am the lamb
For my name is Jon

I am your god in the eye of your simple minded masses
I am your fears;I am your death in many passes

Dont be afraid.

I am not afraid
I dont care to be laid

A bloodbath is beauty
If only that makes me loony

I am the scariest thing
Just wait till you hear me sing

We're coming for you
With crowbars, I hope you knew

Frozen in Time

My heart was beating ever so loud.

I thought it would explode.

Gathering like a thunder cloud

My brain not wanting to load.

The butterflys stopped me from speaking the words I wanted to say.

I wanted to grab her hand and show her how much I care

But it isn't something I may.

My heart beating so loud; nothing but, a Blair.

I am frozen in time

I wanted to tell you....

I wanted to tell you....how much I care

I wanted to tell you....how you sway me to write

I wanted to tell you....make my heart jump

I wanted to tell you....how much it hurts me to see you

I wanted to tell you....how I would protect you

I wanted to tell you....how much you don't know

I wanted to tell you....That I think I like you

Unture to myself

I think of you all the time

The only thing on my mind

I allmost ask you

I get shy and lose my train of thought

I randomly talk about something off the wall

I am unture to myself

You are the reason why....

You are the reason why....I wake up in the morning

You are the reason why....I keep myself healthy

You are the reason why....I don't cry every night

You are the reason why....I never started cutting

You are the reason why....I smile all the time

You are the reason why....I don't blame myself every second

You are the reason why....Why I still breath

Spining out of control

I am sick of life being shit

I don't want to sit

I am spining out of control

Not aware of anything

I sit and cry

Trying to make the best

Only when More happens I want to die.

I let it all out; I get nothing in return.

I ask myself....Am I good enough....

I tell myself no and I sit in my aftermath pondering

why did it happen to me

Why do you cause me this fear?

I see "it's" face I scream in terror

I shit my pants

I turn into a little girl

I run to my room and cry in the cornor

I have feared "it" forever

When I saw "it's" face I screamed in fear

Now For ever "it" torments me

Making me cry myself to sleep

I hate to go to sleep cuz

When I do he could he their

Tormenting me even longer

With no place to hide

I can only cry

What I wanted to tell you the last day of school

When I see youn my heart turns to mush

When you look at me; I blush

I see a dove around regular birds

Comparded to you they are only turds

I care for you like no other

Something I can not smother

So here is the question to let me be

Will you go out with me

Killer of the demon - short story seqeul to demon killer

David!" a large doctor yelled in a stern voice. "Yes sir" a skinny teenager stood up. "You have visitors" the doctor whispered in David's ear. David smiled. He hasn't talked to anyone since his little mishap with his foster father. David has been in a mental hospital for 2 years.

"Hello son" said a tall man in a trench coat. "Dad?" David said in confusion. "Yes it is me and I have to tell you something" his father replied. "But, mom told me you died in a fire" David's eyes watered. "I lived" his father spoke. "son, your mother tried to burn down our house 10 years ago" his father explained. "No mommy wouldn't do that" David's little voice in side spoke to David. David's father then left the room.

David tossed and turned that night having a vicious nightmare. He dreamed of the demon that killed his mother.

He awoke with tears in his eyes and a doctor hovering over him. "David did you just have a nightmare?" a husky doctor questioned. "Yes sir" David replied. "Well David, believe it our not but with your good behavior you can get out soon" the doctor said in perkiness. David got up and smiled with joy. "You live with your father" the doctor added. David not really knowing his real father stood with disbelief. He would finally leave this Mental Hospital.

1 month later

After living with his father for 31 days David soon learned the truth on how his mother died.

"Dad… did mom really try to burn down the house?" he asked. "Your mother was mentally ill. She tried to burn me alive, David. Sit down, I have to tell you something". David's heart was racing he thought it would explode "David… I k..." David's father then entered a fit of crying. Soon David heard some one break down the door to his father's home. A large man yelled. "Jason Lackle you are under arrest on the charge of the murder of Jill Kilnth".

David's father charged down the stairs pulling out a hidden knife he approached the large man. "Jason.. Put your hands in the air!" the cop roared. "No." Jason replied with no emotion. The cop shot Jason in the thigh. Jason tripped and stabbed the cop in the foot. The cop fell. "Damnit… Officer down. In need back of up, suspect is armed and extremely dangerous!" the cop yelled into his walky talky. "I don't like your voice… Let me tear it out." Jason the stabbed the police officer in the thought several times. David ran down the stairs. "Dad what's wrong?" David asked his father. "The police came" Jason quickly replied. "David I killed your mother… Jill was insane. She was trying to kill me the last few years." Jason explained. "Dad you shouldn't have said that… Now Jonny is going to have to kill you" David screamed. "Who is Jonny?" his father asked. "Jonny killed James. He hates everyone and He is not very fond of you." David yelled. David then slit his father's throat with some scissors we found in the bathroom. David put the bloody scissors in the police officer's hand. Soon the back up arrived and David was crying on his dead father. A large police man brought him back to his car.

Demon Killer - short story

DISCLAIMER: this story is only fiction and is not the wishes of its writer.

Rated: PG 13

A small child gets out of his bed. He walks down the eerie hall to the bathroom. He hears a crash in another room and a person screaming."Help!!!!!" the voice screams. He runs to see what the calamity is about. A large horned creature is choking a woman. The boy cries out "let go of my mommy" he then sobs in a corner. The creature twists the woman's head off. Blood seeping into every crack in the floor. The boy cries some more. The creature speaks "dumb mortal". It then flays out an open window. Soon after police cars come to the scene. The boy still crying looks out the window. A large man busts through the door. "Son what happened" he calls out. "A demon!!!!!!!!" the boy screams and runs out the open door. A skinny tall police man grabs him. "Son you are going to have to calm down" he calmly speaks. "My mommy..." the kid cries out.

10 years later.

The child who endured that endured that ordeal talked to his doctor "Mr.Lackle... We can only help you so much" the man in the white coat spoke. "Doc it killed my mom" he calmly said. "Son are you sure you saw a "demon"?" he said. "It had long red horns and a sadistic glee on its face" the grown child spoke. "Take this" the doctor handed him a bottle. "It well helps you with the night terrors". The grown child looked at the bottle and read "David Lackle: take only 3 a day"." thank you sir" the grown boy said.

David returned home and lay on his bed. He thought "what the hell was that doctor talking about... he didn't see what I saw". A car parked into the drive way. Suddenly he heard the door open and a loud man yell "hey David you home?" Yah James I am home. James was David's foster father although he didn't like him he had to live with him. David then fell asleep.

Blood filling the floor in a puddle David opened his eyes. Souls screaming for their very lives. Blood flooding the basement floor. David slips and falls into the pool of blood.

He falls out of bed covered in blood. The blood drenched his green tank top. He ran to the bathroom and looked at him self in the mirror. Behind him he saw James looking at the back of his head. "Boy what did you do... pick your nose to much?" David touched his nose crusted blood was around it. David wiped it off and went back to bed.

He awoke later to screams "What the hell are you doing in my house" James yelled. Then there was a loud thud. David got up to check out what he just heard. He opened a door there stood James hung by his own organs. David looked away and giggled.

David awoke in a daze. He got up and checked on his foster father. Sound asleep with a knife in his hand. David found a knife on the floor and he picked it up. He saw his vision once more and made it a reality cutting up his foster father who he hated. James almost killed him plenty of times and David finally got his revenge. A dead James hung from his own organs David called the cops and said in laughter "the demon came back but, now we are buddies and he killed my foster father"

The Demon and the Angel

When you wake up to being thrown half way in the air you no something is going on....

When your real dad tells you he loves you... you feel warm inside...

The truth is my step- dad is a demon.... sent from hell to hurt me and see me cry....

My real dad is an angel send from heaven... I love him with all my heart.... He is like me.... in a lot of ways... I am proud to have him as my dad...

Now my step dad I fear and never want to be around.... When you fear for your very life everytime he comes home.... you know you hate him...

He has only brought fear into my life... even from early childhood memories.... When he was the cause of those scars on your skull.... you know he is evil....

My real dad has brought love and comfort into my life.... He has cared for me when I was young telling me the monsters aren't real...

Now my step dad would just yell at me "GO TO BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Even right now when he is at work he torments me....if he came home early to see I have been on the commputer... My ass would be a whole new color....

My real dad would let be on his commputer all day long... he would play video games with me.... he is a saint... he has no room for hatred in his heart..

I love my real dad.....

and I HATE MY STEP DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What you have done...

You attack for no reason.

I chained for no treason.

I have allways hated you.

Only if you knew.

How many nights I stood over your bed with that knife.

How many times I could of ended your life.

Taking my father's place you did not.

Not something that can be thaught.

When I am an Adult.

I AM OUT!!

Tick tock

I shake in anger

about to lose it all

about to fall apart

A ticking time-bomb

about to explode

Will I blow up and take everyone with me?

or will I bottle it up and hurt everyone even more?

Drugs

I hate what they do.
I hate that they kill.
I hate it kills my family.
I hate that it kills your potenial.
I hate what they do to people.
I hate that people rot in jail for it.
I hate it.

Ouch

I am calm.
I feel flutters with in my stomach.
I go off the handle.
I see you and my heart beats so loudly i think you hear it.
I squirm and jump around like a fool.
I beat myself up later.
I freak out some more.
I hate this feeling i want to rip out my heart.
I feel like i am going to have a heart attack.
You barley move and i act like a monkey.
You are a beauty of unmeasureable proportions.
I turn into a train wreck after math.
I turn into a solid source of energy.
I have no chance.
I am a fool.

Warmth

I felt your warmth
If i would of died i would of died happy
I wanted to follow you
I felt like a nerd
I wanted to tackle you to the ground
I wanted to scream out my heart

I ? you.

Lips to touch lips.
I scream in joy.
My heart beats booming.
I hear it and i know what it means.
I love you.

my heart is yours

My heart is yours so take it.
Don't share it with anyone else.
It's what you make of it.
I see i scream inside my heart.
Just the tought of you makes me giddy.
You are what i wake up for.
I love you to death and no one can take that from me.
I would take a million bullets to see you.
No one else can do that to me.
Make me crazy; like pyschotic cancer patainent
Wanting to hold you tight and end your strife.
You complete me.

Dead alive

I feel like shit
I feel like i got hit
I fucking hate this
Something i wish i could of miss
Dead to me i am
I am dead alive

Dead

Fright about i scream
I grow deaf to my heart
The contining of the stream
Destroying everything smart

I die
Endlessly bound to the mirror
I cry
I lose all fear

Heart torn out
Blood splatered gut
Draging on about
Killing all the smut
I face the wound
I am doomed

Loving to Hate

It takes away when you need
Always in need of feed
Making you bleed
The planting of the seed
It grows inside you
Destroying everything swiftly
Love turns to hate

Scared and Cold

this poem is about when i was 6 and my step father pushed me into my bed and cracked my head open and forcing me outside.
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Screaming
Lashing
Blood upon my head
Tears streaming
Scared and Cold

Love Sick Fever

Arms broken

Mind a Maze
Heart's a soakin
Fear ablaze

Void of life
Empty Shell
Not couping with the strife
something that may dwelll

I don't hate you
Don't leave me
Touch your heart something to due
Why can't you see

I want you, Don't let me rot
This love sick fever something i caught

Giving in

Done trying to catch her
Had my chance and failed
Done with this game
I was around her finger

I gave in
I gave up
Always she is in a daze
Thinking of someone else

I give up
I am done chaseing after you.

Butterfly

Light and fast
Young and pretty
Not something that well last
Something so petty

Magestic death
Wings broken
Almost on meth
Blood tooken

Never to fly again
Dead dreams of the summer's past.

Saditcasm

To stream of tears
Comes a devil of dreams
So messed up it could only be in your fears
Seeing through the seams

Sadistic glee
Murderous manner
Something you can see
Not a barbaric banter

With a gun in hand he plays
Waiting to make everyone pay

If you only Knew...

This feeling I have.

It drives me crazy
I see you I scream.
I no longer want to be lazy
I continue to beam

I want to take you away where the moon never dies
To the past
Where lust forever lyes
Forever it would last

My heart beats on with you around
I can’t be calm around you
I am forever bound
If you only knew.