Forest of No Return

The drifting songstress of malevolent dreams
High diving into that abyssal nap
I tear down a river into our streams
Twitching and turning, I lose the map


I am lost now, lonely
Death embed my flesh
I saw her in the forest, If only
A skull with flaming eyes begin to thresh

I slowly lose myself, my feet sink
I will be one with the forest, forever
I am frozen solid in a blink
Unable to move I become frozen in time, through my endeavor

I am one with the trees
Even if, That's not what everyone sees

The Death of goth

I dyed my hair pink
I died in the kitchen sink
I screamed like a devil
I Just beat the final level

I really love living on this world 

where i can learn to love hating 

everything 

but still feeling innocent by

butchering all those hateful cry babies

who die trying to come to terms with my

horrific death on the inside

We didnt care what happend next
The goths of the world weeped
He didnt even have sex
I forgot what he seeped

Near Death

Do you ever stare at the sky
Starting to wonder
Knowing that someday, you will die
Screaming inside you crave to plunder

All those bad things you crave to forget
Cry a river until you are broken
That body you threw into that ocean, you sweat
Then speak until you have spoken

Your time is up
You will die
Your crimes; there aren't enough
You wont be coming back, so say "good bye"


Take that knife
End your life

The death of free thinking

I release the prisoners from there tomb
I crippled there leaders with only a stare
These people had impending doom
With this passive nature I dare

I Torture the dumb in a isolated place
With books of knowledge to there blinding faith
There brains began to run out of space
I am there doom and there wraith

Heads smashed open the meek continue to stand
This is the world without free thought
With so many ill thoughts banned
Something these greedy corperation bought

I held the world by its thread
Releasing it before all free thought was dead

So much pointless dieing

The darkness looms over
I am standing above in a cloud of smoke
That blinding bloodied clover
In a pit of zombies I choke

Creepily walking forward I stare
A lust instance looming on
The body parts lay about; if you began to care
The evil deeds of your first spawn

The feast you lay for us
So much pointless dieing
The grotesque mess you fuss
My hands are dirty; for so many are lying


I stood among the darkest fear
The evil men you misunderstood; were clear

My Grandfather

A great man ascended
With a smile he stood
A great human being; never offended
Someone who would allways help if he could

My grandfather he was
Someone you could always count on
His life was never on pause
Working day and night till dawn

He loved us all with a big heart
Connected he talked with an open mind
With humor that was always smart
His thoughts forever kind

He was the man, who fought so bravely
Even if his last few years were gravely

Schizophrenic God Delusion

A fool stands on a chair waiting to take the plunge

A religious pretense hovering over his mind

In the dark corners of his mind he thinks of all the reasons his life is like a glass sponge

The voices begin to whirl around and the man can not stand his kind

The god that isn't there, you are an ass
This wishful thinking is hurting me
Coming with the shadows of the past

I stand above the demigod you believe thee to be

If I could kill you all, I would
The bodies would begin to pile
This mess I would start, if I could

I hid away in the deepest crevice with my guile

I am a god

Even if you find that Odd

Humanize the machine

This front I carry makes me look stern and cold

But, I am nothing like that

I am not wicked, if that's what you been told

I am more cunning like a cat

I am stunningly content with my happiness

As you thought to your self, he must hate us all

Even if it was my sappiness

I have these emotions that make me bawl

This human weakness, makes me sick

A standardized evil it seems

I am less hollow then thick

If only i was what i am in my dreams

I am human being

Even if I am with a bloody knife you are seeing

A Eulogy to the Twilight

I am a bug

I am the unknown

Unknown to copious piles of drug

This desperate struggle to be alone

I am the vampire to the faithful night

I am the shadow, the shroud

When you see me, you I will really fright 

Your stomach a storm cloud

I am the midnight sun

A eulogy to the twilight

That empty staircase, you will see what i have done

The dieing end of the skylight

You see I left that dismemberment in a safe place

Those fools will never find this disgrace

Despair

Sometimes...I stew in my own despair

When life is boring

Saying I don't really care

A nihilistic pretense goes on soaring

I am the darkness left alone

We are our greatest fear

I am the biological machine with his faith blown

If only we did not break that two sided mirror

Death of the well known

The atoms of my greatest foe

Lifeless corpses groan

My gun blasts grow

The horde screams and the kills began to a slow

The people dieing everyday, the people you will never know

Unrequited quietness

The pounding of the universe is ever so loud
To bad timings we are sucked in
The ever booming of the crowd
Unrequited quietness; our skin


The eccho of a billion voices
A never still beat
Of what has become our choices
If only could i drown out the speakers; if I could cheat


I wish to be deaf; to the roar
Consuming the disgusting noise
The moans of a million whores
What i wish would give me a ton of joys

The booming laughter of my insanity
I am a ghost in common places; losing my sanity

Blind folds

These blind folds we where
Walking in a desert; forever lost
The shroud is moved out of the blare
You look for the truth; whatever the cost

You see what there purely are and become blind
Gasping for breath you fall
The clues everywhere; seeing only a sign
In a maze of a million lies and a thousand truthful calls

Seeping into a dark place
"You can see"
Wondering if it will displace
You hide at the sadistic glee

The truth is always an unknown
When you find it; you wish you hadn't

Nevermore

Nevermore will I have to live in hell
The chaos I lived through
The echoing scream; That bell
My nightmarish hell was also so true

The smell of onions filled the room
The deafening screech of a thousand dead
No longer does the shadow loom
For very long I hoped; falling into down full of lead

I am free; shackles taken away
My collar removed; my chains rip
Living for that never ending day
Relishing in my memories; If only I could of continued to sip

My past a deathly echo; The chase led on
My future a blast of breaking dawn.

Death is sunshine and rainbows

The strand of a small seed travels on

The sickly corpses walk toward

Time passes, till a dawn

Some sick one bored

The parasites travel through there plane

Driving those insane

The fluids fly high

Those people die

People die every day

Even in the sunny days of may

Warmth

I felt your warmth
If i would of died i would of died happy
I wanted to follow you
I felt like a nerd
I wanted to tackle you to the ground
I wanted to scream out my heart

Flutter

I am calm.
I feel flutters with in my stomach.
I go off the handle.
I see you and my heart beats so loudly i think you hear it.
I squirm and jump around like a fool.
I beat myself up later.
I freak out some more.
I hate this feeling i want to rip out my heart.
I feel like i am going to have a heart attack.
You barley move and i act like a monkey.
You are a beauty of unmeasurable proportions.
I turn into a train wreck after math.
I turn into a solid source of energy.
I have no chance.
I am a fool

Hurtbeat

This pain wont go away.
My heart beats to the rhythm of pain.
I sleep forever to avoid it.
I walk slowing to the door
Every beat is needle in my chest
The blinding light of the sun engulfs me
I spin around and Collapse
Helpless I lay on the ground

The black winged angel

I see that black winged angel
Her eyes endless spheres of beauty
The feathers float as I fall

Her hair lightly colored with tints of dandy
The smile makes my head explode into candy

She is that blacked wing angel; staring back at me
Am I that freak who dreams of following her to the ends of the sea

Dead dreams of the summer's past.

Light and fast
Young and pretty
Not something that will last
Something so petty

Majestic death
Wings broken
Almost on meth
Blood tooken

Never to fly again
Dead dreams of the summer's past.

Doomed

Fright about i scream
I grow deaf to my heart
The continuing of the stream
Destroying everything smart

I die
Endlessly bound to the mirror
I cry
I lose all fear

Heart torn out
Blood splattered gut
Dragging on about
Killing all the smut
I face the wound
I am doomed